Lost In Life

My parents never pushed me to do anything. I thought it was weird for parents to rag on my friends for not getting As and doing sports, and it took me most of my life to realize that I was the weird one.
My parents just didn’t care. They were always busy trying to pay off cars and bitching at each other. I have talents, I’m not stupid, but I’m not gonna get anywhere. I honestly don’t know how to push myself harder yet, and I’m almost twenty-two. No college, manual labor job, and I have no idea how to push myself to do better.