Can’t Forgive My Father

That my mother had an abortion between my birth and my younger brother’s birth, so somewhere in the middle of 3 years after I was born. Apparently, my father had way too many daughters (me and two other stepsisters), and so he told my mother to abort my little sister. My brother managed to arrive because well, the Chinese prefer sons over daughters. I think I cried so much and hated my father for a long time. I still feel weird about my father now and don’t like to be with him alone.